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-Eight Stained Clues (Creepypasta fanfiction) Status: In process. Final Chapter (written version) submitted. Chapters 2 and 4 are interactive short games. ESC Final Chapter will have an interactive part too.

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Bonnie Point Commission Closed Stamp by Ink-cartoon Foxy Art Trades Closed Stamp by Ink-cartoon

(I want to work on my own stuff for a while.)

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Bases for the human(oid) sprites by the RPG Maker artist who made them.

Talksprite idea by Andrew Hussie. The bases I used belong to:

The person who made the original Homestuck talksprites (Hussie, I guess.)

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20, red-haired, blue-eyed, pale, slightly chubby, she's got a mole on her left cheek, close to her nose. Wearing a blue pajamas when last seen. Disappeared in the night of October, the 31st. If you see her, call the following number: 555-1128. Goes by the name of Dalia Herrero.
  • Mood: Pity
  • Listening to: Metallica - Orion
  • Playing: Five Nights At Freddy's tonight

I don’t like posting my problems on the Internet. You can tell, as I have never submitted a deviation talking about real life stuff, or at least not those involving problems. Firstly, because almost no one really cares about other people’s problems which are posted online and those who do can’t be with you for whatever reason; secondly, because I am the first person who thinks that personal problems should be kept in private and solved in real life.  However… this can’t be done this time. I can’t talk about it in real life as it’s precisely where this problem is. The people around me just don’t understand it or they say that I’m wrong and I’ll change my mind. The culprit in the end is always me, because I sometimes think “They may finally understand me after showing that I am still convinced of what I say!” and then comment something about a person who may like me, or a friend who’s going out with someone else. But every single time I get hit with the brick of truth in the face.


I’ve always stated that I don’t like relationships and the idea of having a family makes me feel ill. I don’t mind others being into one; what’s more, congratulations and I hope you’re happy together! I don’t mind people living their lives the way they want unless it interferes with the others’ lives. Some people want to live in a country house; others in a mansion; others want to get married and have children; others prefer having a simple house without a huge amount of money nor power; others don’t want to be in a relationship nor having children… In short, live and let live. Is there something wrong with these lifestyles? It seems there is with the last one.


“You don’t want children? But you’re the only child! Your family will disappear! You’ll change your mind…”. “You can’t stay alone, Lagoon! Even a cat needs its female couple! You aren’t special! Everybody needs somebody! You’ll change your mind!”.


That phrase makes me cringe and want to cry and shout until my voice breaks. I die a little inside each time I hear it.


I already know what I want. It’s been like that since I was younger, since couples started to take place around me, since I saw the pros and cons of being in a relationship. Also, I’ve never, never, never, felt anything besides friendship towards anyone, not even to those boys who were really handsome. I’ve never had posters of hot boys or hot girls in my bedroom, in my wallpaper or in my folder when I went to school or now that I am at university. I’ve never undressed anyone with my eyesight; I’ve never said “I’d fuck that guy/girl!”. I just… don’t feel any kind of attraction. Don’t take me wrong; I love my family and my friends and I enjoy being with them, but only that, familiar love or friendship.


If I was in a relationship, I would be possessive and jealous. I wouldn’t trust my love partner; I’d be always worrying and thinking that he/she may not be loyal to me. I would always being suspecting of said person, watching it, and that’s not love; that’s sickness. I don’t trust people in real life easily… What makes them think that it would be different with a love partner? What’s more, it would be worse. The other person would not be happy with me. “But you don’t know how you’ll be! You have never been into one!”. I do know how I would be, because I know myself!


“But you’ll want to be into one! You’ll change your mind!”


No. No. No. NO. NO. NO. NO! Period.


“But about children?!”


I HATE children. I don’t even like them when they’re not mine. My child would be raised by a mother who doesn’t love it and would regret every single time having it. That’s not what I would want for a child. The kid doesn’t deserve paying for its mother’s mistake.


I just needed to vent my feelings, to open the bottle until it is at least a bit less filled… I’ll keep most part of the rest of my feelings because I don’t want to extend this, but I am a bit relief after this sort of rant. You don’t need to say anything. Just… thank you if you lasted until the end. It would be as if someone finally listened to me, despite not having you in front of me.


I have to say, I regret posting this and I’ll likely take it down…


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thisisspaaaaiiiin Featured By Owner 1 day ago…

Tenemos GOTY :D

(lo triste es que los 2 primeros juegos que menciona existen, se llaman Supra Mayro Bross y Supra Mayro Kratt. Yo los he jugado y aun no me he recuperado...)
Lagoon-Sadnes Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Writer
Dios, la cara de "Mario" en el minuto 0:15 xD

Me encanta la expresividad y el entusiasmo de la voz del doblador.
thisisspaaaaiiiin Featured By Owner 1 day ago
No es Mario, es Mayro. Aprendete su nombre, que lo viene a petar...

Me recuerda al vídeo del juego ese de los piratas que me enseñaste hace tiempo (este, por si lo has olvidado:… )
Lagoon-Sadnes Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Writer
¿Cómo he osado decir mal su nombre? ;o;

Oooooooooooh, ese vídeo... XD
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JordantheDNAhog15 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student General Artist
Hey Lagoon, mind if I use Mari and File for an OTP Challenge?
Lagoon-Sadnes Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Hmm, which one?
JordantheDNAhog15 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student General Artist
30 Day OTP challenge. XD
Lagoon-Sadnes Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Yes, but what things did the OTP Challenge involve? The 30 situations I mean. I've never done one, but I've heard about it being a famous meme and stuff.
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TeamRocketJewels Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student Artist
Rosy: *runs up to you and glomps you*

Michelle: she seems happy.....*blinks*

Me: *poker face* soooo hows you?
Lagoon-Sadnes Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
O-o *I am glomped* >.o Yeah, indeed xD

Fine, listening to a song and about to write owo And you?
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